1 00:00:57,550 --> 00:00:59,484 �Paris, 1931�. 2 00:00:59,552 --> 00:01:03,990 It started innocently. They said that it was strange that a woman... 3 00:01:04,058 --> 00:01:07,322 I would like to publish a defense by D.H. Lawrence... 4 00:01:07,393 --> 00:01:11,558 and that his words were considered an incitement to sex. 5 00:01:11,632 --> 00:01:16,001 - Then he said: �Write about sex...� - With some authority, Miss Nin. 6 00:01:16,070 --> 00:01:18,767 must have led a life rather free. 7 00:01:19,774 --> 00:01:21,207 Free? 8 00:01:21,276 --> 00:01:23,436 must have had a lot of experience. 9 00:01:24,511 --> 00:01:26,446 You know, lovelies. 10 00:01:27,415 --> 00:01:29,349 I'm interested in knowing how you managed... 11 00:01:29,417 --> 00:01:33,183 so much knowledge about the erotic. 12 00:01:33,254 --> 00:01:37,055 For literature. Yes, I love Proust and... 13 00:01:42,297 --> 00:01:46,927 I guess my true awakening It was when my husband Hugo and I... 14 00:01:47,002 --> 00:01:50,666 We arrived in Paris for the first time and we rented an apartment... 15 00:01:50,740 --> 00:01:53,106 for the summer. 16 00:01:53,175 --> 00:01:56,439 One day, I was tidying up. 17 00:01:56,511 --> 00:01:59,675 While I was going through the closets... 18 00:01:59,749 --> 00:02:03,116 where the owner had left your belongings... 19 00:02:03,185 --> 00:02:04,777 I discovered... 20 00:03:12,959 --> 00:03:14,893 In that closet... 21 00:03:14,961 --> 00:03:19,830 I became familiar with the infinite varieties of erotic experiences. 22 00:03:19,899 --> 00:03:21,196 Come here. 23 00:03:32,779 --> 00:03:35,715 - Hugo! - You need a ride, I think. 24 00:03:46,094 --> 00:03:48,220 Are you okay, Blossom? 25 00:03:50,364 --> 00:03:54,665 - He kissed me. - How? Oh my God! 26 00:03:57,906 --> 00:04:00,034 It was just a kiss. 27 00:04:08,384 --> 00:04:10,944 He kisses me once. 28 00:04:11,020 --> 00:04:13,682 Then he caresses my entire body. 29 00:04:13,756 --> 00:04:15,917 Look for my breasts... 30 00:04:15,992 --> 00:04:20,089 and my most secret part, more sensitive. 31 00:04:20,162 --> 00:04:22,528 He has skillful hands. 32 00:04:22,597 --> 00:04:26,056 I am tempted by unknown pleasures. 33 00:04:26,135 --> 00:04:29,002 When I see that I have allowed get excited... 34 00:04:29,071 --> 00:04:32,735 I let him release his desire between my legs. 35 00:04:32,809 --> 00:04:34,743 I leave it... 36 00:04:34,811 --> 00:04:36,744 out of compassion. 37 00:04:37,847 --> 00:04:39,906 I tell Hugo... 38 00:04:39,982 --> 00:04:43,111 just part of the story. 39 00:05:06,312 --> 00:05:08,109 Bombshell! 40 00:05:09,180 --> 00:05:11,239 find me tonight at 8:00. 41 00:05:12,818 --> 00:05:14,945 Would you mind a lot If it weren't tonight? 42 00:05:16,121 --> 00:05:17,884 Of course I would care. 43 00:05:17,957 --> 00:05:22,827 They only talk about late loans, consortia or planning. 44 00:05:22,896 --> 00:05:25,762 �The planning They can be very creative! 45 00:05:33,740 --> 00:05:37,336 Listen. The bank brought us to Paris. 46 00:05:37,411 --> 00:05:41,709 I need this job and I admit that sometimes I enjoy it. Why not? 47 00:05:41,780 --> 00:05:43,213 Why not? 48 00:05:45,050 --> 00:05:47,815 you are becoming in another person. 49 00:05:47,887 --> 00:05:51,118 You're even starting to smell like the bank. 50 00:05:51,191 --> 00:05:53,626 I work so that you can write. 51 00:05:54,528 --> 00:05:58,623 I need to meet people that is alive. 52 00:06:55,626 --> 00:06:58,289 You don't concentrate. You are holding back. 53 00:06:58,363 --> 00:07:00,297 Repeat it. 54 00:07:04,267 --> 00:07:07,499 I can't seem to concentrate, Eduardo. 55 00:07:07,571 --> 00:07:12,599 My life? sometimes I think that I need something more. 56 00:07:12,676 --> 00:07:15,373 An older man, a man stronger than me. 57 00:07:17,115 --> 00:07:19,275 You like to make me suffer. 58 00:07:20,617 --> 00:07:23,678 I have loved you since we were children, Anas. 59 00:07:23,755 --> 00:07:26,986 but always I have been afraid that... 60 00:07:27,058 --> 00:07:28,992 I wouldn't be able to do it. 61 00:07:33,065 --> 00:07:36,864 Look at them. They are so exquisite. 62 00:07:36,935 --> 00:07:40,997 If I were a man, They would snatch me away. 63 00:07:41,073 --> 00:07:44,509 They don't move me like you do. 64 00:08:20,048 --> 00:08:24,142 What a fabulous place you have here, Hugo. Don't worry. 65 00:08:25,352 --> 00:08:26,910 Have you lived here long? 66 00:08:26,987 --> 00:08:30,719 - Only since the Depression. - Since the Depression? And before? 67 00:08:30,792 --> 00:08:32,726 We lived well. 68 00:08:35,464 --> 00:08:39,093 Miller, the American writer that Osborn hosts. My wife. 69 00:08:39,168 --> 00:08:42,136 - Ana�s Nin. - Nice to meet you, Ana�s. 70 00:08:43,906 --> 00:08:46,431 Eduardo Sánchez, Ana's cousin. 71 00:08:46,508 --> 00:08:50,672 Ana�s, you should read what he writes Henry. It's better than D.H. Lawrence. 72 00:08:50,746 --> 00:08:53,614 - I would love to read your book. - Nothing about Henry has been published yet. 73 00:08:53,683 --> 00:08:55,650 And you compare him to Lawrence? 74 00:08:55,717 --> 00:08:58,982 I don't want to be compared to him. He would have disliked how I write. 75 00:08:59,054 --> 00:09:02,616 - Henry writes for the common man. - I'm not interested in what you write. 76 00:09:02,692 --> 00:09:05,092 Ana�s has been writing a book about Lawrence. 77 00:09:05,161 --> 00:09:07,527 Maybe your sexuality is too strong for you. 78 00:09:07,597 --> 00:09:10,294 Too strong? It's childish, prudish. 79 00:09:10,367 --> 00:09:14,166 The French have already written about this. Rabelais, Flaubert! 80 00:09:14,237 --> 00:09:17,935 I think every modern writer He owes Lawrence a debt. 81 00:09:18,008 --> 00:09:19,100 Let's go eat. 82 00:09:19,176 --> 00:09:22,805 He gives a lot of importance to sex. It turns it into gospel. 83 00:09:22,880 --> 00:09:25,645 In my opinion, sex is natural... 84 00:09:25,717 --> 00:09:27,708 like birth or death. 85 00:09:27,786 --> 00:09:30,777 I'm not interested in literature or poetry as we know it. 86 00:09:30,855 --> 00:09:32,790 And what interests you? 87 00:09:32,858 --> 00:09:35,224 - Henry writes about intercourse. - Intercourse? 88 00:09:35,293 --> 00:09:37,386 I am writing about self-liberation. 89 00:09:37,462 --> 00:09:40,193 - It's definitely about intercourse. - We better eat something. 90 00:09:40,266 --> 00:09:42,234 Amelia is waiting for us. 91 00:09:46,737 --> 00:09:49,366 I flipped through a few more pages and I realized... 92 00:09:49,441 --> 00:09:53,275 which is my own novel and I am reading with someone else's name... 93 00:09:53,345 --> 00:09:56,577 written in French. and it is sold in the best bookstore in Paris. 94 00:09:56,649 --> 00:10:00,107 - Incredible. - How is it possible? 95 00:10:00,186 --> 00:10:03,677 "Do you remember that they robbed me?" the briefcase with my manuscript? 96 00:10:04,757 --> 00:10:09,592 The guy stole my manuscript, but He doesn't realize he'll catch it. 97 00:10:09,662 --> 00:10:13,099 The soufflé is from an old family recipe. 98 00:10:13,166 --> 00:10:15,532 So this is a soufflé! 99 00:10:24,678 --> 00:10:27,670 I hope it is quite substantial. 100 00:10:27,748 --> 00:10:30,274 He doesn't know I'm a lawyer of copyright. 101 00:10:30,351 --> 00:10:32,944 I will chase him just like I chased the other guy. 102 00:10:33,020 --> 00:10:35,784 - The one who stole your play. - The one on Broadway. 103 00:10:35,856 --> 00:10:39,554 The one on Broadway... Have I already told you this? 104 00:10:39,627 --> 00:10:43,358 About how this guy must have taken my work out of my briefcase? 105 00:10:43,431 --> 00:10:46,196 If it weren't for those guys Now he would be a famous writer. 106 00:10:46,268 --> 00:10:49,532 But I'll catch them. I won't run risks. This is my new work. 107 00:10:52,574 --> 00:10:54,600 Are you laughing at me? 108 00:10:54,677 --> 00:10:57,339 I feel so good. Marvelous. 109 00:10:57,413 --> 00:11:00,246 What a good time this is. Free lunch. 110 00:11:00,316 --> 00:11:03,718 Fire in the fireplace. Wonderful wines. 111 00:11:04,854 --> 00:11:09,050 Blue and orange colors. Wonderful! There is no other word. 112 00:11:16,065 --> 00:11:18,557 What do you write, poetry? 113 00:11:18,635 --> 00:11:22,092 Most of my writings They are in these newspapers. 114 00:11:28,578 --> 00:11:31,638 No, I never allow let no one read it. 115 00:11:33,951 --> 00:11:36,715 I never show it to anyone... 116 00:11:36,787 --> 00:11:38,447 except Hugo... 117 00:11:38,521 --> 00:11:39,954 sometimes. 118 00:11:44,195 --> 00:11:48,859 I always wanted to read The Cautiva. La Prisonni�re. 119 00:11:59,011 --> 00:12:00,945 I want to give it to him. 120 00:12:03,448 --> 00:12:06,509 I'll borrow it. Thank you. 121 00:12:06,586 --> 00:12:08,213 Bombshell! 122 00:12:12,591 --> 00:12:15,925 I used to go to bike races of six days in Brooklyn. 123 00:12:16,996 --> 00:12:19,191 Yes, I love bicycles. 124 00:12:22,236 --> 00:12:25,103 - But I couldn't accept it. - I want to give it to him. 125 00:12:25,172 --> 00:12:27,570 - What are you going to use? - I'll take yours. 126 00:12:27,639 --> 00:12:31,303 You can't ride a bike man. Henry should have mine. 127 00:12:32,211 --> 00:12:34,907 Well, thank you, Hugo. 128 00:12:34,981 --> 00:12:38,713 How nice of you. It would really come in handy. 129 00:12:38,786 --> 00:12:40,253 I will visit them. 130 00:12:40,320 --> 00:12:43,846 Come on, Eduardo, I'll give you a race to Paris before nightfall. 131 00:12:43,923 --> 00:12:45,857 In their positions. Come on. 132 00:12:45,925 --> 00:12:49,054 I don't race anymore. a bicycle It only serves to take you home. 133 00:12:49,129 --> 00:12:50,824 Prepared. 134 00:12:50,898 --> 00:12:53,958 - He is no match for me. - Are you ready, Eduardo? 135 00:12:54,034 --> 00:12:56,697 - I warn you that I used to compete. - Now! 136 00:13:03,912 --> 00:13:06,938 - I would love to read something about him. - Impossible. They will never publish it. 137 00:13:09,651 --> 00:13:12,086 I have met Henry Miller. 138 00:13:12,154 --> 00:13:14,883 He is virile, extravagant. 139 00:13:16,091 --> 00:13:18,321 He is an intoxicated man for life. 140 00:13:19,395 --> 00:13:21,329 It's like me. 141 00:13:21,397 --> 00:13:23,991 But he doesn't know it yet. 142 00:13:27,237 --> 00:13:29,831 Henry is quite a character. 143 00:13:31,907 --> 00:13:33,306 Good night, Bomboncito. 144 00:13:33,375 --> 00:13:35,207 Good night, Hugo. 145 00:13:49,158 --> 00:13:51,650 - Let me help you. - It will be fine. 146 00:13:51,728 --> 00:13:54,458 Osborn said he would be home and I want to surprise Henry. 147 00:13:54,531 --> 00:13:56,897 I thought you might need to help. Are you okay? 148 00:13:56,967 --> 00:13:59,231 Yes, I'm fine! 149 00:13:59,302 --> 00:14:01,635 I will take the train and I'll see you at home later. 150 00:14:01,706 --> 00:14:03,969 I'll wait a minute, just in case. 151 00:14:05,075 --> 00:14:07,305 I don't want you to wait. 152 00:14:07,377 --> 00:14:09,539 I'll see you tonight. 153 00:14:11,816 --> 00:14:14,442 See you tonight. 154 00:15:10,800 --> 00:15:12,233 Henry? 155 00:15:13,036 --> 00:15:14,469 Osborn? 156 00:15:38,063 --> 00:15:41,725 �The craziest moment in life... She kneels on the sidewalk. 157 00:15:41,799 --> 00:15:46,032 Ask for dreams like other women ask for jewelry. 158 00:16:24,812 --> 00:16:27,543 - Oh, sorry! - Oh, gee, I forgot. 159 00:16:27,616 --> 00:16:30,208 - I'm sorry. - No, I'm sorry. 160 00:16:30,283 --> 00:16:33,549 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Wait. 161 00:18:09,854 --> 00:18:12,346 Hello, girl. Do you visit poor neighborhoods? 162 00:18:13,726 --> 00:18:16,422 I went to Osborn's house. He told me where to find it. 163 00:18:16,495 --> 00:18:18,930 I brought my typewriter. I thought you should have it. 164 00:18:22,835 --> 00:18:25,929 "Can we go sit down?" somewhere? 165 00:18:26,005 --> 00:18:27,769 Why not? 166 00:18:28,842 --> 00:18:31,970 There is a small cafe back here. 167 00:18:32,045 --> 00:18:33,637 Over here. 168 00:18:42,956 --> 00:18:45,551 That actress from the movie... 169 00:18:45,626 --> 00:18:48,459 reminds him of someone. 170 00:18:50,798 --> 00:18:53,859 A woman who obsesses him. 171 00:18:53,936 --> 00:18:56,233 I know that feeling. 172 00:18:56,304 --> 00:18:59,068 I often feel obsessed. 173 00:18:59,140 --> 00:19:02,474 You should eat something, girl. Eat like a little bird. 174 00:19:07,316 --> 00:19:09,717 It's okay, I'll tell you. 175 00:19:09,786 --> 00:19:13,242 June appeared like an angel. I offered him an uncertain future. 176 00:19:13,321 --> 00:19:15,255 She was a cabaret dancer. 177 00:19:15,323 --> 00:19:18,225 I paid my entry. 178 00:19:18,293 --> 00:19:20,352 He rested his head on my shoulder. 179 00:19:20,429 --> 00:19:22,761 But then the lies started. 180 00:19:22,831 --> 00:19:25,027 He told me that his mother She was a gypsy. 181 00:19:25,101 --> 00:19:27,126 His father was an earl. 182 00:19:27,203 --> 00:19:31,605 Later I saw a film and I realized who got his childhood from that film. 183 00:19:33,076 --> 00:19:35,340 And then? 184 00:19:35,411 --> 00:19:37,777 Then I married her. 185 00:19:39,015 --> 00:19:44,544 It gave me the courage to dedicate myself to write. He believed in me. 186 00:19:44,621 --> 00:19:49,025 Somehow I got money to buy strawberries in winter. 187 00:19:49,093 --> 00:19:51,584 We had no money, we lived in a pigsty in Brooklyn... 188 00:19:51,662 --> 00:19:54,495 but we lived like kings. 189 00:20:03,641 --> 00:20:06,634 Then one day he meets to an artist. 190 00:20:06,711 --> 00:20:09,509 He brings her home to live with us. 191 00:20:10,715 --> 00:20:13,651 Soon we also start to support Jean. 192 00:20:15,321 --> 00:20:17,288 How do you get the money? 193 00:20:21,360 --> 00:20:23,294 - Daddy. - Daddy? 194 00:20:23,362 --> 00:20:26,729 Daddy is his fraud. 195 00:20:26,799 --> 00:20:30,896 I found out about Papito only after who arrived with a handful of money... 196 00:20:30,971 --> 00:20:33,631 and suggested that I come to write to Paris. 197 00:20:33,705 --> 00:20:36,037 Later he would join me. 198 00:20:36,107 --> 00:20:39,271 I took a look at him into his tawny eyes and said: 199 00:20:40,513 --> 00:20:42,913 "Whatever you say." 200 00:20:42,982 --> 00:20:45,747 I packed my bags and left for Europe. 201 00:20:47,487 --> 00:20:48,919 But... 202 00:20:50,823 --> 00:20:53,918 I'm not the fool she thinks. 203 00:20:55,329 --> 00:20:57,354 something told me I'll go back and check... 204 00:20:57,431 --> 00:20:59,194 to take a look. 205 00:22:19,917 --> 00:22:23,149 "But when I confronted her, She got furious with me! 206 00:22:23,221 --> 00:22:27,623 He said that without Papito we would die of hunger�.Daddy is my boss�. 207 00:22:27,692 --> 00:22:29,489 Your employer? 208 00:22:29,560 --> 00:22:32,553 Yes. That's what he called it. 209 00:22:32,631 --> 00:22:35,964 Only that I told Daddy that it was she who wrote. 210 00:22:36,034 --> 00:22:40,096 That's why Daddy paid him, for her. 211 00:22:40,173 --> 00:22:42,436 How is he? Bonjour. 212 00:22:42,507 --> 00:22:45,237 And you should be grateful. He did everything for me. 213 00:22:48,348 --> 00:22:50,316 Then he tells me: "I love you." 214 00:22:50,383 --> 00:22:52,783 And everything else disappears. 215 00:22:52,852 --> 00:22:55,845 At that moment, I live eternities. 216 00:22:55,923 --> 00:22:59,858 Why do you feel angry? hurt, jealous or cruel? 217 00:22:59,926 --> 00:23:03,294 Why do you lie? I don't understand. 218 00:23:03,364 --> 00:23:06,231 Maybe it's not doing the right questions. 219 00:23:06,300 --> 00:23:08,768 Yes? What would U ask him?$2. 220 00:23:10,204 --> 00:23:12,799 I would ask: What need do you have to lie? 221 00:23:12,874 --> 00:23:15,568 What are you afraid of? 222 00:23:15,641 --> 00:23:17,734 Who are you afraid of? 223 00:23:17,810 --> 00:23:19,904 The things a woman would ask. 224 00:23:20,581 --> 00:23:22,344 A woman? 225 00:23:22,416 --> 00:23:27,116 Excuse me, friend. Could you give me a few francs? I need them. 226 00:23:27,188 --> 00:23:28,621 Get away! 227 00:23:29,657 --> 00:23:32,784 I could give you money if you need. 228 00:23:32,860 --> 00:23:35,523 Thank you. Very kind of you. 229 00:23:35,597 --> 00:23:37,792 Careful. 230 00:23:37,866 --> 00:23:39,834 See you, girl. Can you get home safely? 231 00:23:39,901 --> 00:23:42,392 Yes, of course. It will be fine. 232 00:23:42,470 --> 00:23:46,066 Taxis pass all the time. Lots of fancy guys come here. 233 00:23:46,142 --> 00:23:47,768 See you around. 234 00:24:38,562 --> 00:24:42,124 I'm getting some images interesting shadows. 235 00:24:45,002 --> 00:24:46,970 I like them. 236 00:24:58,517 --> 00:25:01,247 you fall in love of people's minds. 237 00:25:03,355 --> 00:25:05,722 I'm afraid I could lose you in Henry's arms. 238 00:25:06,659 --> 00:25:08,626 Don't be ridiculous. 239 00:25:09,628 --> 00:25:11,619 It's so rude! 240 00:25:12,599 --> 00:25:14,726 He calls me "girl." 241 00:25:16,069 --> 00:25:17,502 I think I hate him. 242 00:25:20,207 --> 00:25:23,074 He is a parasite, an egoist. 243 00:25:27,847 --> 00:25:29,907 Maybe it's just jealousy. 244 00:25:29,984 --> 00:25:32,145 What are you jealous of? 245 00:25:33,287 --> 00:25:36,780 Your life seems so full of pain and chaos. 246 00:25:36,858 --> 00:25:39,418 Has someone dragging him to pain and chaos. 247 00:26:11,093 --> 00:26:14,152 Ana�s, I present to you to my wife June. 248 00:26:16,866 --> 00:26:19,664 I appreciate you taking care of Henry. 249 00:26:21,237 --> 00:26:23,569 He didn't describe her well. 250 00:26:23,639 --> 00:26:25,608 You didn't do it, Henry. 251 00:26:29,779 --> 00:26:32,748 The colors you used! 252 00:26:32,815 --> 00:26:36,343 It's like I painted every room for a different mood, Anis. 253 00:26:38,088 --> 00:26:39,988 It is pronounced �Ana�s�. 254 00:26:44,262 --> 00:26:46,729 Henry gets it all wrong. 255 00:27:25,904 --> 00:27:27,838 Oh, excuse me! 256 00:27:41,855 --> 00:27:45,188 - Always happy and optimistic. - That's right! 257 00:27:45,258 --> 00:27:48,524 What will your book be called? 258 00:27:48,596 --> 00:27:50,790 I'm considering a couple of titles. 259 00:27:50,864 --> 00:27:54,301 I sing to the Ecuador and Tropic of Cancer. 260 00:27:54,368 --> 00:27:57,303 - I like Canto al Ecuador. - No! 261 00:27:57,371 --> 00:28:00,397 - Tropic of Cancer. - Definitely. 262 00:28:00,474 --> 00:28:04,070 You are absolutely right. 263 00:28:04,146 --> 00:28:07,740 See, Henry, I told you. 264 00:28:18,494 --> 00:28:20,758 Good? 265 00:28:20,830 --> 00:28:22,854 What do you think of her? 266 00:28:22,931 --> 00:28:24,899 June? Not much. 267 00:28:25,967 --> 00:28:28,095 Are you afraid of him? 268 00:28:28,171 --> 00:28:30,575 I just don't trust her. And you? 269 00:28:30,708 --> 00:28:32,437 Trust her? 270 00:28:32,510 --> 00:28:34,444 Of course not. 271 00:28:34,513 --> 00:28:38,210 But, you think it's beautiful, Isn't it true? 272 00:28:40,317 --> 00:28:43,879 No. That's the truth. 273 00:28:46,857 --> 00:28:48,688 You have no aberrations... 274 00:28:48,759 --> 00:28:50,887 nor cruelty. 275 00:28:50,963 --> 00:28:53,193 I don't want to be cruel. 276 00:28:55,099 --> 00:28:57,693 I hate men who fear the strength of a woman. 277 00:28:57,768 --> 00:29:01,796 I am not afraid of your strength! I love it. 278 00:29:01,873 --> 00:29:03,898 The stronger, the better. 279 00:29:04,676 --> 00:29:06,268 Come here. 280 00:29:07,680 --> 00:29:10,046 You don't hate me, do you? 281 00:29:19,726 --> 00:29:22,695 Tell me other truths. 282 00:29:22,762 --> 00:29:24,924 Or some lies! 283 00:29:24,999 --> 00:29:26,728 Whisper me. 284 00:29:29,636 --> 00:29:33,095 How would you lie to June...? 285 00:29:33,173 --> 00:29:36,040 If you were making love to him? 286 00:29:36,110 --> 00:29:38,044 Making love to her? 287 00:29:38,112 --> 00:29:39,808 Yes. 288 00:29:39,881 --> 00:29:41,849 To his body. 289 00:29:41,916 --> 00:29:44,315 Her voluptuous body. 290 00:29:45,219 --> 00:29:48,280 It's so perverse, so naked. 291 00:29:48,356 --> 00:29:50,722 Tell her you love her. 292 00:29:50,792 --> 00:29:52,919 I love you! 293 00:29:52,994 --> 00:29:55,189 - I love you. - I love you. 294 00:29:55,865 --> 00:29:57,799 Squeeze me more. 295 00:29:57,867 --> 00:30:00,390 Possess her like a man. 296 00:30:00,467 --> 00:30:03,095 I want to fuck her like a man. 297 00:30:09,678 --> 00:30:12,170 - Treat it. - I'm doing it. 298 00:30:12,248 --> 00:30:15,342 I'm fucking her, Bomboncito. 299 00:30:25,294 --> 00:30:27,319 Very good, Hugo. 300 00:30:48,452 --> 00:30:51,046 Participated in races 6-day bike ride in Brooklyn. 301 00:30:51,121 --> 00:30:53,920 - It's very difficult to keep up with him. - Let's go! 302 00:30:53,991 --> 00:30:58,655 I guess for me it's something natural. I always liked sports. 303 00:31:00,499 --> 00:31:02,467 Let's go! 304 00:31:35,568 --> 00:31:37,501 That was fun. 305 00:32:18,947 --> 00:32:22,179 a little different of the game of shuffleboard. 306 00:32:22,251 --> 00:32:24,185 Match that. 307 00:32:52,181 --> 00:32:55,743 - Tie! - It's okay. Draw. 308 00:33:56,850 --> 00:34:01,220 You are like the teacher. I am like the girl. 309 00:34:29,483 --> 00:34:32,248 Always happy and optimistic. 310 00:34:33,555 --> 00:34:35,454 What is your name? 311 00:34:36,657 --> 00:34:39,057 I am Count Bruggar! 312 00:34:39,127 --> 00:34:41,254 Where do you come from? 313 00:34:41,330 --> 00:34:44,128 Count Bruggar He has acted in the theater. 314 00:34:44,199 --> 00:34:46,667 That's why he's so spoiled. 315 00:34:46,735 --> 00:34:49,762 �Count Bruggar He's not spoiled! 316 00:34:49,839 --> 00:34:52,272 Jean made Count Bruggar. 317 00:34:52,341 --> 00:34:55,242 She is an artist. His hands are incredible. 318 00:34:55,310 --> 00:34:57,711 Her beauty is more like to that of a man. 319 00:34:57,780 --> 00:35:00,180 She is not an ordinary woman. 320 00:35:00,249 --> 00:35:04,346 No ordinary woman I could do Count Bruggar! 321 00:35:04,421 --> 00:35:06,912 - Silence. We are talking. - Shut up. 322 00:35:08,124 --> 00:35:09,557 Shut up too! 323 00:35:12,629 --> 00:35:16,531 - Where did you learn to do this? - My parents were artists. 324 00:35:16,600 --> 00:35:20,298 My father was a magician in the circus. My mother was a trapeze artist. 325 00:35:20,372 --> 00:35:22,738 I was born on a tour. 326 00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:26,008 What did Henry tell you? 327 00:35:26,075 --> 00:35:28,271 Nothing. Really. 328 00:35:29,413 --> 00:35:31,005 Did he mention Daddy? 329 00:35:31,915 --> 00:35:34,577 No. Who is Daddy? 330 00:35:34,651 --> 00:35:37,416 Papito is a patron of the arts that I know. 331 00:35:38,456 --> 00:35:41,481 Henry is jealous of him because Daddy is rich. 332 00:35:41,558 --> 00:35:45,757 In every corner he sees a libertine. You know the men. 333 00:35:47,065 --> 00:35:48,999 Do you like women? 334 00:35:52,838 --> 00:35:54,271 What do you mean? 335 00:35:55,007 --> 00:35:56,496 And Jean? 336 00:35:56,574 --> 00:35:58,974 Did Henry tell you about Jean and me? 337 00:35:59,044 --> 00:36:02,037 No! You have been telling me about her. 338 00:36:02,114 --> 00:36:05,345 Sometimes it has a shape to make it seem... 339 00:36:05,418 --> 00:36:07,386 all ugly 340 00:36:08,555 --> 00:36:11,854 - He doesn't sleep with you, does he? - What? 341 00:36:15,461 --> 00:36:17,054 I guess not. 342 00:36:18,265 --> 00:36:19,892 - Have we already paid? - Leave it to me. 343 00:36:19,966 --> 00:36:22,935 Good. I have to reserve my ticket 344 00:36:23,003 --> 00:36:25,472 Passage? Where? 345 00:36:25,540 --> 00:36:28,373 Home, to New York. 346 00:36:29,309 --> 00:36:31,470 Come on, Bruggar. 347 00:36:31,545 --> 00:36:34,674 I have my own life to live. So many things are in the air. 348 00:36:34,749 --> 00:36:40,210 My friends, my performance. There are an audition I don't want to miss. 349 00:36:45,158 --> 00:36:47,558 Excuse me, that's all the money what do you have? 350 00:36:49,764 --> 00:36:51,322 Yes. 351 00:36:51,399 --> 00:36:53,560 I'm sorry. I can't do anything for you. 352 00:36:57,639 --> 00:37:00,608 What do you want me to do, swim? 353 00:37:00,676 --> 00:37:03,007 Of course not. 354 00:37:03,077 --> 00:37:05,740 We will find a solution. 355 00:37:14,791 --> 00:37:17,021 Something happened. I don't know. 356 00:37:17,093 --> 00:37:20,391 The price went up or downshift. 357 00:37:20,462 --> 00:37:25,059 I tried to get a discount, but I don't even have enough for third class. 358 00:37:25,135 --> 00:37:28,036 - Take. Let me... - I couldn't. 359 00:37:28,104 --> 00:37:30,596 Please take it. 360 00:37:33,510 --> 00:37:35,102 Very kind of you. 361 00:37:35,178 --> 00:37:36,611 Thank you. 362 00:37:51,529 --> 00:37:54,328 About that ship. 363 00:37:56,501 --> 00:37:59,470 So, did you find a solution? 364 00:38:02,775 --> 00:38:04,743 I hope so. 365 00:38:05,578 --> 00:38:09,740 - I would like to travel first class. - It's possible. 366 00:38:09,814 --> 00:38:13,545 Maybe you know a place to meet for a drink. 367 00:38:13,618 --> 00:38:16,109 Let's say 6:00. 368 00:38:16,188 --> 00:38:19,317 - 7:00 is better. - 7:00. 369 00:38:28,868 --> 00:38:31,496 - Thank you. - Until then. 370 00:38:45,919 --> 00:38:47,352 Here I am. 371 00:38:47,421 --> 00:38:51,518 This character, Mona. Am I supposed to be me? 372 00:38:51,593 --> 00:38:53,493 Why? 373 00:38:53,561 --> 00:38:54,822 Nothing. 374 00:38:54,895 --> 00:38:57,022 This is very good. 375 00:38:58,399 --> 00:39:01,095 I always wanted you to be... 376 00:39:01,703 --> 00:39:04,069 Dostoevsky. 377 00:39:04,973 --> 00:39:07,841 - Is it good? - Well? 378 00:39:07,910 --> 00:39:10,571 Did I fight, did I suffer...? 379 00:39:10,645 --> 00:39:12,203 For this? 380 00:39:13,548 --> 00:39:17,713 It's not me. It's not me! 381 00:39:17,786 --> 00:39:20,687 Of course it's you. You are the one inside me. 382 00:39:20,756 --> 00:39:23,351 It is a distortion. 383 00:39:25,061 --> 00:39:27,857 Henry, look at me. 384 00:39:28,763 --> 00:39:30,891 Look at me! 385 00:39:30,966 --> 00:39:35,164 You can't see me or anyone as they are. 386 00:39:35,237 --> 00:39:39,368 I loved Dostoevsky. 387 00:39:39,442 --> 00:39:42,343 Who can it be Dostoevsky with you? 388 00:39:42,412 --> 00:39:44,436 You make it impossible! What do you want? 389 00:39:44,513 --> 00:39:46,447 - What do I want? - Yes! 390 00:39:46,515 --> 00:39:48,609 After I offered you the world? 391 00:39:48,685 --> 00:39:50,915 After I told you all my stories? 392 00:39:50,987 --> 00:39:54,388 Sing my praises! 393 00:39:54,457 --> 00:39:57,188 Make me an admirable character. 394 00:39:57,261 --> 00:40:00,627 - I am not a portrait painter. - Of course you're not. 395 00:40:00,697 --> 00:40:03,462 Look what you've done to Ana�s. 396 00:40:03,534 --> 00:40:06,560 You transform everything into something ugly. 397 00:40:06,637 --> 00:40:09,697 Beauty is a joke to you. 398 00:40:09,774 --> 00:40:11,902 You are so negative. 399 00:40:11,977 --> 00:40:14,775 You are a failure as a writer. 400 00:40:15,880 --> 00:40:18,872 You are not a man. You are a child! 401 00:40:18,949 --> 00:40:20,474 You use women! 402 00:40:20,552 --> 00:40:23,817 You used me, son of a bitch! 403 00:40:25,691 --> 00:40:27,785 Go! 404 00:40:28,861 --> 00:40:30,123 Bastard! 405 00:42:18,846 --> 00:42:20,814 Get rid of her. 406 00:42:20,881 --> 00:42:23,146 It will drive you crazy. 407 00:42:25,052 --> 00:42:26,883 I love you. 408 00:43:51,043 --> 00:43:53,238 I want to get drunk. 409 00:43:55,481 --> 00:43:57,346 And get drunk... 410 00:43:57,416 --> 00:43:59,248 to you. 411 00:44:02,888 --> 00:44:05,789 Because you intimidate me. 412 00:44:10,330 --> 00:44:14,700 I want to be free to say anything thing and know that you will forgive me. 413 00:44:24,779 --> 00:44:29,182 I want to tell you things so that you do not stagger through life. 414 00:44:30,484 --> 00:44:34,080 I have done the vilest things... 415 00:44:34,156 --> 00:44:35,952 the worst things. 416 00:44:38,092 --> 00:44:42,462 But I have done them wonderfully. 417 00:44:45,700 --> 00:44:48,465 Now I feel innocent. 418 00:44:48,538 --> 00:44:50,699 Do you believe it? 419 00:44:50,773 --> 00:44:52,932 You are innocent. 420 00:44:53,007 --> 00:44:55,909 I want to be innocent like you. 421 00:44:55,977 --> 00:45:00,175 I want to experience everything what you have experienced. 422 00:45:03,186 --> 00:45:05,381 Take care of Henry for me. 423 00:45:06,456 --> 00:45:08,582 I'll leave in the morning. 424 00:45:08,657 --> 00:45:10,522 What? 425 00:45:10,592 --> 00:45:12,288 In the morning? 426 00:45:14,931 --> 00:45:17,399 But when will you return? 427 00:45:17,467 --> 00:45:19,561 Maybe soon. 428 00:45:19,636 --> 00:45:21,797 Maybe never. 429 00:45:23,973 --> 00:45:27,569 There is so much I would like have been able to do with you. 430 00:45:27,644 --> 00:45:30,704 I wish I had taken opium with you. 431 00:45:31,982 --> 00:45:34,416 Give me your doll. 432 00:45:36,454 --> 00:45:39,513 No! You have so few things. 433 00:45:41,291 --> 00:45:43,452 I wanted to give you more. 434 00:45:46,197 --> 00:45:48,631 I wanted to hug you. 435 00:46:26,706 --> 00:46:30,971 She's crazy. Don't you realize? 436 00:46:31,043 --> 00:46:35,811 No, I don't realize. I don't mind. 437 00:46:35,882 --> 00:46:38,009 He's just using you. 438 00:46:40,588 --> 00:46:44,751 You don't understand. You are jealous of her. 439 00:46:45,959 --> 00:46:47,984 No, it's not like that. 440 00:46:48,061 --> 00:46:52,499 Besides, you'll never see her again. 441 00:46:53,801 --> 00:46:55,735 Where did you get this from? 442 00:46:57,573 --> 00:46:58,699 Show me! 443 00:47:00,675 --> 00:47:04,270 He thinks he can love something in you that I have not loved? 444 00:47:51,494 --> 00:47:55,124 Henry, you can have talent and passion... 445 00:47:56,533 --> 00:47:59,297 but definitely something is missing. 446 00:48:00,237 --> 00:48:02,672 Yes? What? 447 00:48:02,741 --> 00:48:04,402 Compassion. 448 00:48:04,476 --> 00:48:05,965 Compassion for whom? 449 00:48:06,043 --> 00:48:08,068 June, for example. 450 00:48:11,349 --> 00:48:13,817 It wouldn't matter to feel compassion by the moon 451 00:48:13,885 --> 00:48:15,978 I'm going to write a book about June. 452 00:48:18,124 --> 00:48:20,752 I am writing about her. 453 00:48:20,826 --> 00:48:23,123 I know more than anyone will know about her. 454 00:48:23,194 --> 00:48:28,155 I'm talking about something totally different. As a woman. 455 00:48:28,234 --> 00:48:30,759 From the inside out. 456 00:48:30,836 --> 00:48:34,603 I can get into poetry which is June. 457 00:48:36,043 --> 00:48:40,172 Hey, she's my fucking wife. 458 00:48:40,246 --> 00:48:44,377 you don't understand to his fucking wife. 459 00:48:46,687 --> 00:48:48,552 I kissed her. 460 00:48:55,227 --> 00:48:59,358 Write about what you want write, for God's sake. 461 00:49:00,434 --> 00:49:02,402 And more power to you. 462 00:49:23,058 --> 00:49:27,289 - I have to go back to work. - Stay a little longer if you can. 463 00:49:27,361 --> 00:49:30,695 He has had a lot of stress. He is just recovering. 464 00:49:32,935 --> 00:49:35,733 Hey, up there They have Haitian drums. 465 00:49:35,804 --> 00:49:37,829 That guy said he could play. 466 00:50:58,591 --> 00:51:01,789 While you were dancing, I saw your true nature. 467 00:51:03,463 --> 00:51:05,487 You don't understand. 468 00:51:08,068 --> 00:51:12,528 Maybe he's just a peasant and alone harlots can understand me. 469 00:51:33,896 --> 00:51:36,454 Do you want to dance? 470 00:51:36,530 --> 00:51:37,963 Dance. 471 00:51:39,199 --> 00:51:41,225 Open your legs more. 472 00:52:06,129 --> 00:52:07,858 I love you. 473 00:52:07,931 --> 00:52:09,363 I need you. 474 00:52:23,347 --> 00:52:26,907 What are you doing? You're driving me crazy. 475 00:52:45,003 --> 00:52:49,872 Maybe I'm a demon for passing Henry's arms to Hugo's. 476 00:52:53,947 --> 00:52:57,244 Hugo lies next to me as I write this. 477 00:52:58,416 --> 00:53:00,680 I love Hugo. 478 00:53:00,751 --> 00:53:04,415 And I feel innocent. 479 00:53:09,462 --> 00:53:14,398 Did I ever tell you about when it was a little boy and growing up in Puerto Rico? 480 00:53:16,635 --> 00:53:19,662 My father used to take me to the carnival 481 00:53:21,708 --> 00:53:26,078 The drums beat wildly and the masks were terrifying. 482 00:53:27,314 --> 00:53:32,148 There was something that terrified me and that he did not understand. 483 00:53:35,656 --> 00:53:38,557 I told my father: "I'm not afraid." 484 00:53:40,761 --> 00:53:42,696 But give me your hand. 485 00:53:59,782 --> 00:54:01,181 I have to go. 486 00:54:05,387 --> 00:54:07,356 Hello, Mr. Richards. 487 00:54:09,625 --> 00:54:13,686 Hello, Hugo. Mr. Grant will not be able Join us until Friday. 488 00:54:30,247 --> 00:54:34,580 Ana�s, I don't know how much I will dare to write to you. 489 00:54:34,650 --> 00:54:37,813 I would call you, but I'm afraid that Hugo can answer. 490 00:54:37,887 --> 00:54:40,721 God forbid they open this letter by mistake. 491 00:54:44,961 --> 00:54:47,123 I can't help it. 492 00:54:47,198 --> 00:54:49,223 I want you. I love you. 493 00:54:51,435 --> 00:54:53,960 I have kept you in mind constantly. 494 00:54:55,073 --> 00:54:57,507 But I've been afraid to tell you. 495 00:54:57,575 --> 00:55:00,009 I thought I might terrify you. 496 00:55:03,515 --> 00:55:07,450 But today while watching The Passion Dreyer's Joan of Arc... 497 00:55:07,518 --> 00:55:10,419 I saw the mad monk played by Antonin Artaud. 498 00:55:10,488 --> 00:55:13,253 I thought of you as Juana... 499 00:55:13,325 --> 00:55:16,590 in all your youth and purity and maddening obsession. 500 00:55:16,662 --> 00:55:19,689 And I saw myself in Artaud. 501 00:55:19,766 --> 00:55:22,928 A hungry monk in love with you and of my madness... 502 00:55:23,001 --> 00:55:24,992 and your madness. 503 00:55:26,138 --> 00:55:29,939 And the devil in Artaud's eyes It was like the devil in your eyes. 504 00:56:29,938 --> 00:56:32,703 We fit so well in each other. 505 00:56:32,775 --> 00:56:35,972 With Hugo, it's so difficult sometimes. 506 00:56:36,045 --> 00:56:39,037 We have to use Vaseline. 507 00:56:39,115 --> 00:56:42,210 His penis is so big. 508 00:56:42,286 --> 00:56:45,083 But you and I fit so well. 509 00:56:45,154 --> 00:56:48,318 Oh, Henry, I want to know what you know 510 00:56:48,392 --> 00:56:51,725 I want my life equals your life. 511 00:57:56,625 --> 00:57:59,856 My representative got me a job in Dusseldorf. 512 00:57:59,928 --> 00:58:03,797 D�sseldorf is not the ideal place for a comedian. 513 00:58:05,934 --> 00:58:08,995 But who could resist to a gorilla? 514 00:58:15,478 --> 00:58:19,074 Look at that, will you? Isn't it something extraordinary? 515 00:58:31,661 --> 00:58:34,358 I just read your damn book about D.H. Lawrence... 516 00:58:34,431 --> 00:58:37,195 and, wow, It is an extraordinary book. 517 00:58:38,601 --> 00:58:42,368 It shows me that I didn't know a damn thing about Lawrence when he spoke. 518 00:58:42,439 --> 00:58:45,408 Who am I to talk pejoratively about him? 519 00:58:45,475 --> 00:58:48,672 It was much grander and finer than I thought. 520 00:58:48,745 --> 00:58:52,682 No matter how I failed or triumphed as a man. 521 00:58:52,750 --> 00:58:55,377 As an artist, did he succeed? 522 00:58:55,452 --> 00:58:58,945 I would say magnificently. 523 00:58:59,023 --> 00:59:01,116 I tried to free literature. 524 00:59:01,192 --> 00:59:05,288 And that is our task: Liberation, freedom. 525 00:59:06,332 --> 00:59:11,132 Let's drink to Lawrence. Let's drink to our defects. 526 00:59:11,202 --> 00:59:13,534 Let's toast... 527 00:59:13,605 --> 00:59:15,767 for our friendship. 528 00:59:15,841 --> 00:59:18,537 Cold drink, warm urine. 529 00:59:18,611 --> 00:59:20,044 By Henry. 530 00:59:27,119 --> 00:59:29,417 Let the Huns rot. 531 00:59:31,825 --> 00:59:33,884 Do you know who I really am? 532 00:59:33,960 --> 00:59:37,589 It's just me from the other side of the sea. I'm Barnacle Bill the Sailor. 533 00:59:37,664 --> 00:59:41,123 Illuminated like a Christmas tree I'm Barnacle Bill the Sailor. 534 00:59:41,202 --> 00:59:44,397 Until I die the sea will sail He will fight and swear and drink and smoke. 535 00:59:44,470 --> 00:59:47,963 But I can't swim even a stroke I'm Barnacle Bill the Sailor. 536 00:59:48,041 --> 00:59:51,306 I will put my mast on whoever I want I'm Barnacle Bill the Sailor. 537 00:59:51,378 --> 00:59:54,837 Will drink and fight and fuck and smoke But I can't swim even a stroke. 538 00:59:54,915 --> 00:59:58,282 I'm Barnacle Bill the Sailor Barnacle Bill the Sailor. 539 01:00:26,381 --> 01:00:28,009 Perverse are you! 540 01:00:37,126 --> 01:00:38,559 - Get lost. -Jack. 541 01:00:38,628 --> 01:00:40,687 - What? - Say: Screw you, Jack. 542 01:00:40,763 --> 01:00:42,025 Screw you, Jack! 543 01:01:07,524 --> 01:01:08,957 Twelve meters. 544 01:01:10,327 --> 01:01:11,851 Take it. 545 01:01:17,635 --> 01:01:19,795 Yes, get out. 546 01:02:10,056 --> 01:02:14,391 Everyone says sex is obscene. The only obscenity is war. 547 01:02:16,230 --> 01:02:19,358 I would only believe in one god... 548 01:02:19,433 --> 01:02:22,232 that he understood how to dance. 549 01:02:22,304 --> 01:02:24,770 Isn't it wonderful? 550 01:02:24,838 --> 01:02:27,068 Nietzsche says that at the same time... 551 01:02:27,140 --> 01:02:32,135 The Huns and the Germans are arming, perverting, he says... 552 01:02:32,213 --> 01:02:36,947 They offer us a gift: The ability to understand. 553 01:02:37,019 --> 01:02:39,351 However no one wants to understand. 554 01:02:40,421 --> 01:02:42,753 They offer us the ability to read. 555 01:02:42,824 --> 01:02:45,623 Read Nietzsche, Thomas Mann... 556 01:02:45,694 --> 01:02:48,822 read Spengler, Joyce, Rambaud. 557 01:02:48,897 --> 01:02:52,355 Read the damned Alice in Wonderland of Wonders. No, Osborn? 558 01:02:52,434 --> 01:02:55,427 Everything is out of tune. 559 01:02:55,505 --> 01:02:58,940 People only care about money and denies his inner being. 560 01:02:59,007 --> 01:03:00,873 What is money, after all? 561 01:03:00,944 --> 01:03:03,606 There is an old Portuguese saying... 562 01:03:06,683 --> 01:03:09,482 �If poop had value, The poor would not have asses. 563 01:03:11,088 --> 01:03:13,385 Money. Money. 564 01:03:13,456 --> 01:03:16,220 They walk in the night crowd protected by money... 565 01:03:16,292 --> 01:03:19,091 lulled by money, dulled by money. 566 01:03:19,163 --> 01:03:21,825 No other objects anywhere that is not money. 567 01:03:21,899 --> 01:03:24,595 Money everywhere and it's still not enough. 568 01:03:24,668 --> 01:03:28,196 And there is no money or little money or less money or more money. 569 01:03:28,273 --> 01:03:30,672 But money. Always money! 570 01:03:30,741 --> 01:03:33,609 If you have money or you don't have money, the money is what counts. 571 01:03:33,678 --> 01:03:36,318 And money makes money. But, What makes money make money? 572 01:03:37,816 --> 01:03:39,807 But what the hell! 573 01:03:39,885 --> 01:03:43,413 We must die to the world as the clowns Right, clowns? 574 01:03:50,228 --> 01:03:53,095 I've never seen the sun rise in Paris. 575 01:03:54,299 --> 01:03:56,733 I've never been outside all night 576 01:03:58,104 --> 01:04:01,834 I have never been with a woman with whom he could be so sincere. 577 01:04:04,609 --> 01:04:07,238 Now I feel so free to write. 578 01:04:07,313 --> 01:04:09,543 It will help you. 579 01:04:09,615 --> 01:04:11,606 And I will help you. 580 01:04:12,752 --> 01:04:15,051 I feel so pure. 581 01:04:15,122 --> 01:04:17,215 So strong. 582 01:04:17,291 --> 01:04:19,724 So new, Henry. 583 01:04:19,792 --> 01:04:23,593 You and me together, not any man or woman put together. 584 01:04:26,533 --> 01:04:29,366 I will demand everything from you. 585 01:04:30,505 --> 01:04:33,099 Even the impossible. 586 01:04:34,341 --> 01:04:36,775 Because you encourage it. 587 01:04:36,843 --> 01:04:39,813 Maybe I should kneel and adore you. 588 01:04:43,017 --> 01:04:45,076 I'm going to undress you. 589 01:04:46,488 --> 01:04:50,583 I'm going to vulgarize you a little. I'm going to lift your dress. 590 01:04:50,658 --> 01:04:53,388 No, not here. 591 01:05:01,403 --> 01:05:03,634 Don't look around you. 592 01:05:04,741 --> 01:05:06,866 Little aristocrat. 593 01:05:08,443 --> 01:05:10,344 Don't worry. 594 01:05:10,412 --> 01:05:12,676 I want to fuck with you... 595 01:05:12,748 --> 01:05:14,875 teach you things... 596 01:05:15,851 --> 01:05:18,183 humiliate yourself a little. 597 01:05:20,523 --> 01:05:22,581 Hug me with your legs. 598 01:05:26,228 --> 01:05:28,561 I'm going to make you come with me. 599 01:05:34,805 --> 01:05:36,329 Remarkable. 600 01:05:37,541 --> 01:05:40,976 It's one of the most beautiful things that I have read. 601 01:05:43,748 --> 01:05:47,377 I have never shown before this diary to anyone. 602 01:05:50,956 --> 01:05:53,186 No one will ever know about these things... 603 01:05:54,226 --> 01:05:55,715 except you. 604 01:05:55,793 --> 01:05:59,890 You are becoming all the things you wanted to be as a little girl. 605 01:06:09,809 --> 01:06:12,470 -He had a cricket. - What? 606 01:06:12,544 --> 01:06:15,378 A little cricket in a cage. 607 01:06:16,182 --> 01:06:18,116 I love your accent. 608 01:06:18,184 --> 01:06:20,846 I carried it with me everywhere. 609 01:06:20,920 --> 01:06:24,379 But when we came to USA, They took it away from me at Immigration. 610 01:06:25,893 --> 01:06:29,952 The only thing they allowed me to have in the USA. It was my diary. 611 01:06:31,497 --> 01:06:33,260 And my accent. 612 01:06:39,706 --> 01:06:42,197 I love you at 11 years old. 613 01:06:46,813 --> 01:06:49,112 I love you now. 614 01:06:50,551 --> 01:06:53,179 I will love you at 100 years old. 615 01:07:29,111 --> 01:07:31,841 Take. Take a look. 616 01:07:36,050 --> 01:07:38,076 What do you have here? 617 01:07:48,329 --> 01:07:50,661 This is good. 618 01:07:51,666 --> 01:07:52,599 Powerful. 619 01:07:52,668 --> 01:07:54,693 Yours, too. 620 01:07:57,673 --> 01:08:00,005 You tell the truth with such... 621 01:08:01,011 --> 01:08:02,273 delicacy 622 01:08:11,588 --> 01:08:14,557 - I hope you don't mind. - Do I care? 623 01:08:14,624 --> 01:08:18,391 Why should I care? I appreciate the constructive criticism. 624 01:08:18,463 --> 01:08:20,158 Good. 625 01:08:20,231 --> 01:08:22,528 If it is constructive. 626 01:08:30,842 --> 01:08:33,812 - What are you doing? - Just a few things. 627 01:08:33,879 --> 01:08:36,972 There are only screams here... 628 01:08:38,216 --> 01:08:40,116 and abstractions. 629 01:08:40,184 --> 01:08:42,278 It's too melodramatic. 630 01:08:42,354 --> 01:08:45,118 You need time to expand. 631 01:08:45,190 --> 01:08:46,919 You are enjoying it. 632 01:08:47,826 --> 01:08:49,761 - What? - Edit my work. 633 01:08:49,829 --> 01:08:52,627 I don't want to write the way that you write. 634 01:08:54,399 --> 01:08:56,924 I don't want you to write the way I write. 635 01:08:57,002 --> 01:08:59,801 You must write in your own voice. I only make a few suggestions. 636 01:08:59,873 --> 01:09:03,468 In some parts it is precise. Take. 637 01:09:03,543 --> 01:09:05,876 Read it out loud to see how it sounds. 638 01:09:05,946 --> 01:09:09,279 - I won't give you that pleasure. - Pleasure? 639 01:09:09,348 --> 01:09:12,317 Wait a minute. 640 01:09:12,384 --> 01:09:16,014 Can't you stand it? you must endure a few blows to the chin. 641 01:09:16,089 --> 01:09:18,455 A few blows to the chin? 642 01:09:18,525 --> 01:09:20,789 Have fun with someone else. 643 01:09:22,396 --> 01:09:24,330 A professional boxer, for example. 644 01:09:24,398 --> 01:09:27,161 You are very right. A professional boxer. 645 01:09:27,233 --> 01:09:31,500 sometimes you have to fall to acquire boxing tactics. 646 01:09:31,572 --> 01:09:34,803 The strategy, the art of fighting. 647 01:09:34,875 --> 01:09:37,139 You should not box alone with your shadow in your room 648 01:09:37,211 --> 01:09:39,339 You wouldn't last two minutes when you get into the ring. 649 01:09:39,414 --> 01:09:43,315 I'm not interested in going up to a ring with you. 650 01:09:43,384 --> 01:09:46,411 The world will give us enough blows. 651 01:09:46,488 --> 01:09:48,513 We need each other to support each other. 652 01:09:49,824 --> 01:09:53,157 I should criticize you like a stranger? 653 01:09:53,228 --> 01:09:55,891 I should say that you write cartoons? 654 01:09:55,965 --> 01:09:59,866 What do you only write from one approach male without understanding a woman? 655 01:09:59,935 --> 01:10:04,100 I should say that sometimes there are a touch of brutality in your work? 656 01:10:04,173 --> 01:10:08,041 Are you too realistic? 657 01:10:12,916 --> 01:10:16,214 What's wrong? Can't you stand it? 658 01:10:17,086 --> 01:10:18,816 Like a professional boxer. 659 01:10:18,889 --> 01:10:20,322 Enough already. 660 01:10:22,292 --> 01:10:24,260 You want to fight, don't you? 661 01:10:38,842 --> 01:10:40,275 Don't do it. 662 01:10:41,812 --> 01:10:44,077 Leave it. It looks cute like that. 663 01:10:44,816 --> 01:10:47,010 Disturbed. 664 01:10:47,084 --> 01:10:48,915 Loose. 665 01:10:48,986 --> 01:10:51,046 You never like the way I look. 666 01:10:51,122 --> 01:10:53,386 I love your hair. 667 01:10:54,559 --> 01:10:57,255 I just think it shouldn't be so severe. 668 01:10:57,328 --> 01:10:58,853 So tight. 669 01:10:58,931 --> 01:11:00,899 How about my way of writing? 670 01:11:00,966 --> 01:11:03,559 No, not like your way of writing. I love how you write. 671 01:11:03,635 --> 01:11:06,001 I believe in you. 672 01:11:06,070 --> 01:11:10,474 Last night I thought you were the woman who I should have married. 673 01:11:13,412 --> 01:11:15,779 You are always ironic with me. 674 01:11:15,849 --> 01:11:19,944 ��lronizing?�. Does not exist such a word. It is "being ironic." 675 01:11:21,387 --> 01:11:22,820 Search. 676 01:11:52,986 --> 01:11:56,354 Then he steals my ideas and puts them in his novel. 677 01:11:56,424 --> 01:11:58,358 Henry wouldn't do that. 678 01:11:58,426 --> 01:12:01,020 I'm sure. Somehow... 679 01:12:01,095 --> 01:12:03,656 it got into my briefcase and he stole my ideas. 680 01:12:03,732 --> 01:12:05,962 Those phrases are mine. 681 01:12:06,034 --> 01:12:10,766 That way of expressing yourself, that melody is mine. 682 01:12:10,838 --> 01:12:14,900 Nietzsche? I introduced him to Nietzsche. 683 01:12:14,976 --> 01:12:19,174 I introduced him to Hugo and you. I stole you from Hugo. 684 01:12:19,247 --> 01:12:21,808 - Don't continue, Richard. - I stole you from me. 685 01:12:23,019 --> 01:12:24,451 It's true. 686 01:12:25,520 --> 01:12:28,547 It was my idea to be your lover. 687 01:12:28,624 --> 01:12:32,788 I betrayed myself by stealing you from me and my best friend, your husband. 688 01:12:32,862 --> 01:12:35,102 This man is treacherous to the marrow of the bones. 689 01:12:35,898 --> 01:12:38,493 This Brooklyn caveman He's trying to kill me. 690 01:12:44,708 --> 01:12:49,577 In their simulated friendship, their friends more intimate are just hay... 691 01:12:49,646 --> 01:12:53,879 for your own sanctified destiny, their own creative impulses. 692 01:12:55,754 --> 01:12:58,551 I leave you both delivered to their destination. 693 01:12:59,590 --> 01:13:02,025 And one more thing. 694 01:13:02,093 --> 01:13:05,824 No more sex in my apartment. I won't tolerate it. 695 01:13:06,564 --> 01:13:08,499 I won't tolerate it. 696 01:13:10,603 --> 01:13:12,626 I love that guy. 697 01:13:12,703 --> 01:13:15,831 You understand me, although it's... 698 01:13:17,375 --> 01:13:19,935 Pas maintenant. Later. 699 01:13:20,011 --> 01:13:23,037 Although he is being ironic. 700 01:13:49,709 --> 01:13:53,008 Now I only have three wishes: 701 01:13:53,079 --> 01:13:55,138 Eat... 702 01:13:55,215 --> 01:13:56,648 sleep... 703 01:13:57,552 --> 01:13:59,816 and oh... 704 01:13:59,887 --> 01:14:02,116 And? 705 01:14:23,712 --> 01:14:28,149 -Those idiots outside. - It's the Art Students Dance. 706 01:14:28,217 --> 01:14:30,778 Maybe you don't want to tonight. 707 01:14:36,324 --> 01:14:37,758 It's okay. 708 01:14:38,760 --> 01:14:40,193 Understand. 709 01:14:41,663 --> 01:14:43,096 It's natural. 710 01:14:46,569 --> 01:14:48,662 I have read about such moments. 711 01:14:50,505 --> 01:14:54,203 It also happens to women, only that women can hide it. 712 01:15:14,131 --> 01:15:15,996 I'm sorry. 713 01:15:16,066 --> 01:15:17,499 Don't be sorry. 714 01:15:24,341 --> 01:15:27,641 You think you have to fuck with me or I will be disappointed. 715 01:15:27,712 --> 01:15:29,646 But not always you have to fuck me 716 01:15:29,714 --> 01:15:32,615 Don't say that word. 717 01:15:32,684 --> 01:15:34,117 What word? 718 01:15:35,221 --> 01:15:36,654 Fuck? 719 01:15:38,490 --> 01:15:41,823 It bothers me... now. 720 01:15:45,998 --> 01:15:48,023 Maybe it's the accent. 721 01:15:53,874 --> 01:15:57,433 Maybe it's just because you can't fuck 722 01:16:09,222 --> 01:16:12,554 It is important not to imagine terrible things... 723 01:16:12,625 --> 01:16:15,060 how to be impotent from now on. 724 01:16:24,706 --> 01:16:28,300 It's no big deal. We should laugh at that. 725 01:19:20,222 --> 01:19:22,783 I love you, Bomboncito. 726 01:19:24,494 --> 01:19:26,461 I love you too, Hugo. 727 01:19:44,347 --> 01:19:47,806 I gave myself with so much feeling against Henry... 728 01:19:47,885 --> 01:19:51,912 what I experienced a great physical pleasure. 729 01:19:51,989 --> 01:19:54,891 My first infidelity to Henry... 730 01:19:54,960 --> 01:19:57,893 It was with my own husband. 731 01:19:57,961 --> 01:19:59,394 I have changed. 732 01:20:00,363 --> 01:20:03,128 I feel restless, lively... 733 01:20:03,201 --> 01:20:04,634 adventurous 734 01:20:05,603 --> 01:20:10,564 To tell the truth, I secretly hope find someone else. 735 01:20:10,642 --> 01:20:12,735 I have erotic fantasies. 736 01:20:14,579 --> 01:20:16,513 I want pleasure. 737 01:20:37,306 --> 01:20:40,434 Every time I go out with you, I love you more than ever. 738 01:20:42,011 --> 01:20:43,946 You seem very excited tonight. 739 01:20:44,014 --> 01:20:46,379 Tonight I could do anything. 740 01:20:47,216 --> 01:20:49,150 Me too. 741 01:20:49,218 --> 01:20:52,780 We need to think of something that stimulates us both. 742 01:20:54,925 --> 01:20:57,894 Whatever you say, girl. 743 01:21:33,899 --> 01:21:35,923 Henry told me about this place. 744 01:21:36,000 --> 01:21:37,991 It has to be something special. 745 01:21:39,071 --> 01:21:40,504 Wait here. 746 01:21:58,525 --> 01:22:01,585 - I'm going with you. - We'll just watch. 747 01:22:24,985 --> 01:22:27,385 What is an exhibition? 748 01:22:27,455 --> 01:22:29,855 Then they must choose two. 749 01:22:33,862 --> 01:22:35,295 An exhibition is...? 750 01:22:35,363 --> 01:22:40,322 Let us look at it to a man and a woman? 751 01:22:40,401 --> 01:22:44,839 Not man. Only women. One pretends to be the man. 752 01:22:46,208 --> 01:22:48,142 That's better. N'est-ce pas? 753 01:22:48,210 --> 01:22:49,643 Of course. 754 01:22:49,711 --> 01:22:54,149 They will not be disappointed. They will see everything. 755 01:22:54,217 --> 01:22:56,741 And now they must choose. 756 01:23:11,802 --> 01:23:13,234 She. 757 01:23:15,004 --> 01:23:16,597 And... 758 01:23:37,228 --> 01:23:40,392 There are 66 ways to make love. 759 01:23:40,466 --> 01:23:42,161 Oh? Really? 760 01:23:43,602 --> 01:23:46,502 They will show them love in a taxi. 761 01:23:46,571 --> 01:23:50,008 Love when one of the couple he is sleepy 762 01:23:50,075 --> 01:23:53,977 Love in the street. Etc�tera, etc�tera. 763 01:26:00,111 --> 01:26:01,976 Do you want something else? 764 01:26:06,117 --> 01:26:09,417 Yes. stop pretending that is a man. 765 01:26:59,239 --> 01:27:01,571 Would you like to come with us? 766 01:27:07,748 --> 01:27:10,046 As you like. You command. 767 01:29:25,792 --> 01:29:27,487 Ana�s, what? 768 01:29:27,561 --> 01:29:30,622 I love your green eyes, Edward. 769 01:29:41,409 --> 01:29:44,537 I want to show you things. 770 01:29:44,612 --> 01:29:46,547 Teach you things. 771 01:29:49,685 --> 01:29:52,176 I want you to relax. 772 01:29:55,158 --> 01:29:57,125 Relax, Eduardo. 773 01:31:21,447 --> 01:31:24,315 I had a dream. A nightmare. 774 01:31:25,819 --> 01:31:28,049 June had returned suddenly. 775 01:31:32,594 --> 01:31:35,790 We locked ourselves in a room. 776 01:31:41,703 --> 01:31:43,728 I started to undress. 777 01:31:46,007 --> 01:31:48,306 I begged him to undress. 778 01:32:40,931 --> 01:32:44,299 I asked him to let me see between his legs. 779 01:33:04,356 --> 01:33:06,347 While he lay on top of me... 780 01:33:08,294 --> 01:33:10,888 I felt like a penis was touching me. 781 01:33:13,599 --> 01:33:16,034 Are you not happy? 782 01:33:58,847 --> 01:34:01,110 Are you not happy? 783 01:34:05,620 --> 01:34:08,589 I'm going through a crisis, Edward. 784 01:34:14,463 --> 01:34:16,453 Be careful, Ana�s. 785 01:34:16,531 --> 01:34:19,500 Abnormal pleasures kill the taste for normal pleasures. 786 01:34:44,361 --> 01:34:46,455 I hate you, Henry... 787 01:34:46,531 --> 01:34:50,363 because now I realize that I love you like I have never loved anyone. 788 01:34:50,433 --> 01:34:53,767 I miss your voice, your hands, your body... 789 01:34:53,837 --> 01:34:57,933 your tenderness, your rudeness and your goodness. 790 01:34:58,008 --> 01:35:00,841 More than anything, I miss your friendship. 791 01:36:31,173 --> 01:36:33,334 "Tropic of Cancer." 792 01:36:37,746 --> 01:36:40,773 �Anonymous Author�. 793 01:38:40,405 --> 01:38:41,929 I finished. 794 01:41:19,571 --> 01:41:23,099 Bombshell! I came home! 795 01:41:26,646 --> 01:41:28,079 I came home! 796 01:41:40,159 --> 01:41:43,993 Henry is exhausted. He hasn't slept for two days. 797 01:41:44,063 --> 01:41:46,089 He just finished his novel. 798 01:42:05,754 --> 01:42:07,448 Henry. 799 01:42:17,699 --> 01:42:19,861 This is wonderful. 800 01:42:20,770 --> 01:42:22,566 Great. 801 01:42:22,637 --> 01:42:25,299 - Come on. - Lie down with us, Henry. 802 01:42:28,210 --> 01:42:31,509 I hope you don't mind. Ana�s was reading it. 803 01:42:31,580 --> 01:42:34,140 I'm curious, so I took a look at him. 804 01:42:34,216 --> 01:42:35,650 I loved it. 805 01:42:35,719 --> 01:42:38,244 I've been trying to write something about that. 806 01:42:38,321 --> 01:42:42,120 About how necessary it is this book for our times. 807 01:42:42,191 --> 01:42:44,285 you gave us a blood transfusion. 808 01:42:44,361 --> 01:42:46,295 - Beautiful. - Thank you. 809 01:42:59,643 --> 01:43:02,009 When June reads it. 810 01:43:02,079 --> 01:43:04,479 I will be so excited after finishing the book. 811 01:43:07,719 --> 01:43:09,983 Every mention of his name... 812 01:43:10,054 --> 01:43:13,819 Every page I read hurts me. 813 01:43:13,890 --> 01:43:16,621 Well this is my farewell song. 814 01:43:16,694 --> 01:43:19,629 It was a way to understand it to be able to free myself from it. 815 01:43:21,733 --> 01:43:24,794 - Now it's over. - Not yet. 816 01:43:24,870 --> 01:43:27,770 - Now we have to publish it. - Publish it? 817 01:43:27,839 --> 01:43:31,138 Who will publish it? I know what they are going to say. 818 01:43:31,209 --> 01:43:34,145 There are even laws against it. of what I have written. 819 01:43:34,213 --> 01:43:36,272 But now I feel good. 820 01:43:36,348 --> 01:43:39,010 I'm ready to celebrate my failure 821 01:43:39,084 --> 01:43:42,248 I won't let you be a failure. 822 01:43:42,322 --> 01:43:45,654 I will make the world hear you. I promise. 823 01:43:45,724 --> 01:43:47,886 Now I'm ready to call to the Pope... 824 01:43:47,961 --> 01:43:50,054 and to all the kings... 825 01:43:50,130 --> 01:43:53,395 and editors and publishers of the world to get them to support you. 826 01:44:42,282 --> 01:44:43,715 It's Ana�s. 827 01:44:59,367 --> 01:45:02,826 - Eduardo. - Hello, Henry. 828 01:45:02,905 --> 01:45:04,997 - Where is Hugo? - Hugo left on business. 829 01:45:05,072 --> 01:45:07,199 Osborn left too. He went crazy. 830 01:45:07,275 --> 01:45:09,403 Oh really. 831 01:45:09,478 --> 01:45:10,809 Completely. 832 01:45:10,879 --> 01:45:14,679 We are celebrating madness by Osborn. It is a unique occasion. 833 01:45:14,750 --> 01:45:19,381 It doesn't happen every day. I hope it is really crazy and not faking it. 834 01:45:19,455 --> 01:45:22,855 - They came and took him away. - He was a monster. 835 01:45:22,925 --> 01:45:25,394 That was his best side. 836 01:45:32,035 --> 01:45:34,231 We have the whole house to ourselves. 837 01:45:36,540 --> 01:45:39,166 Have you ever seen what can make a good contortionist? 838 01:45:39,241 --> 01:45:40,674 Yes. 839 01:45:49,118 --> 01:45:51,553 I'll serve you a drink. 840 01:46:01,932 --> 01:46:04,730 I'm sorry I couldn't keep in touch. 841 01:46:04,802 --> 01:46:07,237 I thought about you every day. 842 01:46:08,940 --> 01:46:11,373 You know how I am to write. It's very difficult for me. 843 01:46:12,743 --> 01:46:14,712 I have no talent like you and Henry. 844 01:46:16,114 --> 01:46:18,446 I found your book here. 845 01:46:18,516 --> 01:46:20,746 I hope you don't mind. 846 01:46:22,722 --> 01:46:24,155 I took a look at him. 847 01:46:26,124 --> 01:46:28,319 ��House of Incest�? 848 01:46:29,695 --> 01:46:32,391 It's nice. 849 01:46:32,465 --> 01:46:34,763 �The character is supposed to Is it Sabina? 850 01:46:42,742 --> 01:46:45,974 �The muffled voice of the woman with soft flesh. 851 01:46:48,148 --> 01:46:51,515 We look at each other deeply with our sunken eyes. 852 01:46:54,355 --> 01:46:57,813 It seems like poetry. 853 01:46:59,425 --> 01:47:03,954 It's so nice of you try to write something about myself. 854 01:47:07,667 --> 01:47:09,100 Really... 855 01:47:10,304 --> 01:47:12,272 I was really expecting something more... 856 01:47:13,708 --> 01:47:17,268 I don't know. More real. 857 01:47:17,344 --> 01:47:18,778 More real? 858 01:47:18,846 --> 01:47:23,613 Yes. More about, you know, life. 859 01:47:27,256 --> 01:47:30,384 Hey, don't be mad. 860 01:47:34,128 --> 01:47:36,120 Some parts are really beautiful. 861 01:47:37,266 --> 01:47:39,325 I promise you that I will read it again. 862 01:47:40,769 --> 01:47:43,637 things have been so difficult for me. 863 01:47:43,706 --> 01:47:45,640 The performance did not work. 864 01:47:45,708 --> 01:47:48,642 Then Jean, my friend, left. 865 01:47:50,880 --> 01:47:55,476 Ana, what happened to Henry? 866 01:47:55,552 --> 01:47:56,985 It's so changed. 867 01:47:58,221 --> 01:48:00,588 June, I don't know. 868 01:48:01,826 --> 01:48:06,762 I don't know what to tell you. I've been so busy. 869 01:48:06,830 --> 01:48:12,394 I've seen him occasionally. sometimes We work together writing. 870 01:48:13,270 --> 01:48:16,672 But I don't know. 871 01:48:23,447 --> 01:48:25,381 I've been seeing someone. 872 01:48:27,318 --> 01:48:30,378 - So you have a lover? - Yes. 873 01:48:34,559 --> 01:48:36,492 That man who came with you? 874 01:48:36,560 --> 01:48:38,528 Yes. Edward. 875 01:48:42,000 --> 01:48:45,128 Ana�s, I am so happy for you. 876 01:48:49,942 --> 01:48:52,569 I don't know why he came back. 877 01:49:11,497 --> 01:49:15,434 Don't let it get in the way between us. Please. 878 01:49:15,502 --> 01:49:17,436 I need your faith. 879 01:49:39,795 --> 01:49:42,091 That could be good luck. 880 01:49:43,697 --> 01:49:45,188 It could be. 881 01:50:23,240 --> 01:50:25,072 Jack, you came. 882 01:50:25,142 --> 01:50:26,632 How are you? 883 01:50:30,814 --> 01:50:34,683 June, I'd like to introduce you to Jack... 884 01:50:34,752 --> 01:50:36,845 the man who wants to publish my book 885 01:50:36,921 --> 01:50:39,014 - My wife June. - Hello, Jack. 886 01:50:39,090 --> 01:50:41,685 Nice to meet you, Mrs. Miller. 887 01:50:41,760 --> 01:50:45,024 I feel like I know her intimately for reading Henry's book. 888 01:50:45,096 --> 01:50:47,826 Yes? What do you think? 889 01:50:47,898 --> 01:50:51,835 I think it's very graphic. This is how we will market it. 890 01:50:52,971 --> 01:50:55,531 -What is our percentage? - Your percentage? 891 01:50:55,607 --> 01:50:57,906 It will be 5%. 892 01:50:57,977 --> 01:51:00,207 A measly 5%? 893 01:51:02,179 --> 01:51:05,411 Henry spent years writing that book. 894 01:51:05,484 --> 01:51:08,419 He lived as a vagabond. He broke his balls. 895 01:51:08,487 --> 01:51:12,150 - Stay out of it, June. - I deprive myself and survive. 896 01:51:12,224 --> 01:51:16,491 And I break my heart and soul for make him a kind of Dostoevsky. 897 01:51:16,562 --> 01:51:18,529 �And everything we get is it 5%? 898 01:51:18,597 --> 01:51:21,191 With me, the percentage It will mean something. 899 01:51:21,266 --> 01:51:23,599 What does it mean to mean something? 900 01:51:23,670 --> 01:51:25,763 I think it's a fair deal. 901 01:51:25,838 --> 01:51:27,430 Wow, don't tell me. 902 01:51:27,507 --> 01:51:30,477 Of course, If you don't want to publish it... 903 01:51:32,112 --> 01:51:34,579 Henry doesn't take care of business. 904 01:51:35,982 --> 01:51:37,644 Let's talk about that. 905 01:51:38,686 --> 01:51:42,850 Of course. But like I said, before doing something... 906 01:51:42,923 --> 01:51:46,519 it is absolutely necessary have the money to print it. 907 01:51:46,594 --> 01:51:49,392 Jack, I told you. I'll get the money. 908 01:51:59,708 --> 01:52:03,702 I guess I was naive about how things get done in your business. 909 01:52:03,779 --> 01:52:06,838 I hope I haven't upset you. 910 01:52:06,915 --> 01:52:10,977 I was wondering if it was possible to give us a preview. 911 01:52:11,053 --> 01:52:14,614 Or if maybe there is a possibility to improve the percentage. 912 01:52:14,690 --> 01:52:16,658 Let's not discuss that now. 913 01:52:16,726 --> 01:52:18,957 This is not the right place. 914 01:52:19,029 --> 01:52:22,155 Maybe you know somewhere where can we have lunch? 915 01:52:22,230 --> 01:52:25,131 Of course yes. A wonderful place. 916 01:52:26,902 --> 01:52:30,030 Ready then. It was very nice to meet him. 917 01:52:30,106 --> 01:52:32,438 Really. It's been wonderful that has come. 918 01:52:32,508 --> 01:52:33,941 Likewise. 919 01:52:34,978 --> 01:52:36,411 Good night. 920 01:52:39,148 --> 01:52:40,672 - Yes. - See you later. 921 01:52:40,750 --> 01:52:42,183 Goodbye. 922 01:52:46,089 --> 01:52:48,922 Who are you trying to fool? 923 01:52:48,992 --> 01:52:51,894 A measly 5%. 924 01:52:51,963 --> 01:52:55,295 They have not been seen yet with this girl from Brooklyn. 925 01:52:55,365 --> 01:52:59,029 - Let's go for one last drink, Henry. - You guys go. I'll see you later. 926 01:53:02,240 --> 01:53:05,073 - Always happy and optimistic. - You too. 927 01:53:07,279 --> 01:53:10,009 - I should go. - No, Ana�s. 928 01:53:10,082 --> 01:53:13,710 Don't go. Later you catch up with Eduardo. 929 01:53:13,785 --> 01:53:15,253 Is it okay, Eduardo? 930 01:53:40,009 --> 01:53:41,943 Listen... 931 01:53:43,477 --> 01:53:45,411 I don't know. 932 01:53:47,048 --> 01:53:51,986 Maybe now is not the time to publish Henry's book. 933 01:53:53,455 --> 01:53:54,888 Not publish it? 934 01:53:57,026 --> 01:53:59,323 What the hell are you saying? 935 01:53:59,394 --> 01:54:02,386 I'm talking about that crappy deal. 936 01:54:02,464 --> 01:54:05,696 And the fact that you are abusing from Ana�s. 937 01:54:07,103 --> 01:54:09,128 And Hugo too. 938 01:54:09,205 --> 01:54:12,107 They're not made of gold, Henry. 939 01:54:12,176 --> 01:54:14,576 Isn't that true, Ana? 940 01:54:14,645 --> 01:54:16,839 Yes, but... No. 941 01:54:16,913 --> 01:54:19,906 We think it should be published. 942 01:54:19,983 --> 01:54:22,076 I will publish it. 943 01:54:22,152 --> 01:54:26,714 As it should be done, as I always have done. 944 01:54:26,790 --> 01:54:30,454 We always make up to survive, you and me. 945 01:54:32,329 --> 01:54:36,164 Plus, it needs more work. 946 01:54:37,068 --> 01:54:39,502 - What? - It's not ready. 947 01:54:39,571 --> 01:54:42,005 It's better than when I read it the first time... 948 01:54:42,073 --> 01:54:44,269 but it can be much better. 949 01:54:44,343 --> 01:54:47,710 There is too much anger in the book. 950 01:54:47,780 --> 01:54:49,212 Too much anger? 951 01:54:50,415 --> 01:54:52,350 Is there too much fucking anger? 952 01:54:52,418 --> 01:54:56,479 Even Ana�s concedes that you distorted me in your book. 953 01:54:56,555 --> 01:54:59,023 had to write his own book. 954 01:54:59,091 --> 01:55:02,186 - Isn't that true? - No. 955 01:55:02,262 --> 01:55:05,491 I told June that you didn't perceive certain things. 956 01:55:05,563 --> 01:55:09,500 - Don't do it. -After everything I did for him. 957 01:55:09,568 --> 01:55:13,732 You are indebted to me for everyone the years that I sacrificed myself. 958 01:55:13,806 --> 01:55:16,970 Your sacrifices only add to your greatness. 959 01:55:17,043 --> 01:55:19,534 - I don't owe you anything. - Don't you owe me? 960 01:55:19,613 --> 01:55:22,103 What Henry means is... 961 01:55:22,181 --> 01:55:24,810 For the love of God, Don't you see what he's doing? 962 01:55:24,885 --> 01:55:28,981 - Don't yell at me! -He treats you like a child. 963 01:55:29,055 --> 01:55:33,459 - It's a woman, Henry. - I already know she's a woman. 964 01:55:33,528 --> 01:55:37,122 - I bet you know that. - What the hell do you mean by that? 965 01:55:37,197 --> 01:55:38,630 Leave. 966 01:55:39,833 --> 01:55:43,099 How can you treat her like this? 967 01:55:43,171 --> 01:55:44,604 You are drunk. 968 01:55:45,940 --> 01:55:47,464 So what? 969 01:55:47,542 --> 01:55:48,976 You are weak. 970 01:55:50,012 --> 01:55:53,503 I hate when you get weak. Yes man! 971 01:55:53,581 --> 01:55:55,515 Heavens, that's it! 972 01:55:59,555 --> 01:56:00,988 Violence. 973 01:56:03,825 --> 01:56:06,522 I hate your violence. 974 01:56:06,596 --> 01:56:08,325 You men. 975 01:56:16,072 --> 01:56:19,041 Ana�s, don't go. 976 01:56:19,108 --> 01:56:21,076 I love you. 977 01:56:22,846 --> 01:56:25,404 You are cruel and smart. 978 01:56:25,480 --> 01:56:27,778 They are both cruel and smart. 979 01:56:28,917 --> 01:56:31,648 I fear them both. 980 01:56:31,721 --> 01:56:33,154 Heavens. 981 01:56:34,657 --> 01:56:37,091 I'm the wrong woman For you, Henry! 982 01:56:38,862 --> 01:56:41,625 I am the wrong woman for you, Ana�s. 983 01:56:45,235 --> 01:56:47,204 Leave me alone. Do not touch me. 984 01:56:49,139 --> 01:56:51,664 I feel terribly sick. 985 01:56:55,046 --> 01:56:56,980 Give me peace. 986 01:57:02,287 --> 01:57:04,221 I love you. 987 01:57:53,006 --> 01:57:54,940 Try to sleep, Ana�s. 988 01:58:04,418 --> 01:58:09,322 I don't know why I keep thinking in a small Chinese restaurant... 989 01:58:09,390 --> 01:58:13,292 where Henry and I used to go after he left work. 990 01:58:13,361 --> 01:58:17,731 He was waiting for me outside the room dance at 2:00 in the morning. 991 01:58:17,800 --> 01:58:20,597 And we hurried because of the cold that made us numb... 992 01:58:20,668 --> 01:58:22,636 hugged tightly. 993 01:58:23,739 --> 01:58:27,573 We arrived just before that they closed. 994 01:58:27,643 --> 01:58:30,305 We sat near the window to eat chow mein... 995 01:58:31,481 --> 01:58:33,711 while we watched the snow. 996 01:58:35,984 --> 01:58:40,115 There was incredible excitement in the air between us. 997 01:58:44,294 --> 01:58:46,785 Now I feel honored by that. 998 01:58:47,965 --> 01:58:49,398 �Chin Lee's�. 999 01:58:51,768 --> 01:58:53,668 It's strange. 1000 01:58:53,737 --> 01:58:55,672 It seems like a dream. 1001 01:59:00,511 --> 01:59:02,376 Your eyes make me shy. 1002 01:59:02,446 --> 01:59:04,847 Don't be shy. 1003 01:59:04,916 --> 01:59:07,644 You are so charming. 1004 01:59:07,717 --> 01:59:10,618 So petite. 1005 01:59:21,500 --> 01:59:24,229 I was consumed. 1006 01:59:26,103 --> 01:59:29,130 June, I adore you. 1007 01:59:29,207 --> 01:59:31,334 I don't want worship. 1008 01:59:31,410 --> 01:59:34,345 I want understanding. 1009 01:59:34,413 --> 01:59:36,348 I understand you. 1010 01:59:39,552 --> 01:59:42,884 we should go somewhere together... 1011 01:59:42,954 --> 01:59:45,423 where there are piles of snow. 1012 02:00:45,720 --> 02:00:47,915 How small you are. 1013 02:00:47,989 --> 02:00:49,423 So thin. 1014 02:00:58,835 --> 02:01:01,098 I could break you in two. 1015 02:01:06,576 --> 02:01:09,010 Now I feel innocent. 1016 02:02:02,936 --> 02:02:06,268 Let go. 1017 02:02:06,338 --> 02:02:07,999 Relax. 1018 02:02:08,073 --> 02:02:10,008 You're still holding back. 1019 02:02:11,344 --> 02:02:13,437 Let me see your body. 1020 02:02:13,513 --> 02:02:15,743 It's not beautiful enough. 1021 02:02:15,815 --> 02:02:17,807 Beautiful June. 1022 02:02:20,854 --> 02:02:23,287 I heard a noise outside. 1023 02:02:24,290 --> 02:02:26,020 Henry was listening. 1024 02:02:26,093 --> 02:02:30,086 No. When Henry falls asleep, nothing can wake him up. 1025 02:02:33,233 --> 02:02:34,496 Yes? 1026 02:02:39,907 --> 02:02:41,431 I'm sorry. 1027 02:02:41,508 --> 02:02:44,444 - I lost my mind. I was drunk. - Don't be sorry. 1028 02:02:46,047 --> 02:02:50,917 This new lover of yours really It has made you flourish. 1029 02:02:50,987 --> 02:02:53,785 - It's cold. - Tell me more about him. 1030 02:02:54,723 --> 02:02:57,123 Did you make curtains for him? 1031 02:02:57,192 --> 02:02:59,218 Did you give him books to read? 1032 02:02:59,295 --> 02:03:02,025 Did you give him a typewriter? 1033 02:03:06,637 --> 02:03:08,571 No, you don't understand. 1034 02:03:08,639 --> 02:03:10,696 I don't understand? 1035 02:03:10,772 --> 02:03:12,899 What don't I understand? 1036 02:03:14,343 --> 02:03:15,867 That I love you. 1037 02:03:16,512 --> 02:03:17,774 Love? 1038 02:03:17,847 --> 02:03:21,613 You just want experience. You are a writer. 1039 02:03:21,684 --> 02:03:23,778 you make love to everything you need. 1040 02:03:24,955 --> 02:03:28,822 - You're just like Henry. - No, I'm just like you. 1041 02:03:28,891 --> 02:03:31,861 Yes exactly what you are doing. 1042 02:03:31,928 --> 02:03:35,989 You are so slippery. So slippery. 1043 02:03:36,066 --> 02:03:37,465 Bitch! 1044 02:03:38,970 --> 02:03:41,404 Liar, cheater. You bought his love! 1045 02:03:41,472 --> 02:03:43,132 Shut up! 1046 02:03:44,041 --> 02:03:46,339 They both robbed me shamelessly. 1047 02:03:46,410 --> 02:03:48,971 You stole everything. 1048 02:03:49,047 --> 02:03:52,642 - What does it matter? I have more to give. - Shut up. 1049 02:03:52,717 --> 02:03:56,586 For someone new. Some real writer. 1050 02:03:58,657 --> 02:04:02,114 Henry said you took us in just because you were bored. 1051 02:04:07,633 --> 02:04:09,100 That's a lie. 1052 02:04:12,605 --> 02:04:14,038 Lie. 1053 02:04:25,418 --> 02:04:27,649 I was dreaming about you. 1054 02:04:28,756 --> 02:04:30,189 Ana�s. 1055 02:04:31,457 --> 02:04:32,890 What's happening? 1056 02:04:35,895 --> 02:04:37,829 Lie. 1057 02:04:37,897 --> 02:04:41,128 Lie. What are you afraid of? 1058 02:04:41,201 --> 02:04:45,229 I don't understand. I tried to give him everything. 1059 02:04:45,306 --> 02:04:47,240 I know. 1060 02:04:48,641 --> 02:04:52,476 Beautiful. Just as I imagined. 1061 02:04:53,848 --> 02:04:55,839 Now I know everything. 1062 02:04:57,118 --> 02:05:01,522 I wanted to give something back before I go. 1063 02:05:01,590 --> 02:05:03,717 Some books I borrowed. 1064 02:05:09,631 --> 02:05:11,565 June, you are wrong! 1065 02:05:11,633 --> 02:05:14,466 We're just friends. I never touched her. 1066 02:05:14,536 --> 02:05:16,767 Get rid of her, Henry. 1067 02:05:20,776 --> 02:05:24,110 Okay, you made your choice. 1068 02:05:24,180 --> 02:05:26,978 I only have one more thing to give you 1069 02:05:27,984 --> 02:05:29,781 Your last chapter. 1070 02:05:29,852 --> 02:05:31,285 Observe carefully. 1071 02:06:06,925 --> 02:06:09,392 What are you doing out here? It's cold. 1072 02:06:11,628 --> 02:06:14,530 I thought I would do something crazy. I never know. 1073 02:06:17,702 --> 02:06:20,500 I looked for her everywhere. 1074 02:06:20,572 --> 02:06:22,006 He went away. 1075 02:07:02,492 --> 02:07:04,050 This is mine. 1076 02:07:11,368 --> 02:07:13,302 This is mine too. 1077 02:07:21,511 --> 02:07:23,479 I feel like it's over the war. 1078 02:07:32,255 --> 02:07:35,384 Hey, what are you doing? Come on. 1079 02:07:38,229 --> 02:07:40,163 Leave that there. 1080 02:07:45,704 --> 02:07:49,764 Stay with me, for God's sake. We have to talk. 1081 02:07:51,576 --> 02:07:53,373 Can't. 1082 02:07:53,445 --> 02:07:56,642 - Where are you going? - Home. 1083 02:07:56,715 --> 02:07:58,206 What? 1084 02:08:00,686 --> 02:08:02,118 Yes. 1085 02:08:04,055 --> 02:08:05,852 Hugo. 1086 02:08:05,924 --> 02:08:07,859 I love him too. You married a great man. 1087 02:08:10,530 --> 02:08:12,088 Screw you, Jack. 1088 02:08:15,669 --> 02:08:17,637 That's not enough. 1089 02:08:18,804 --> 02:08:20,738 With that you won't get rid of me. 1090 02:08:21,974 --> 02:08:23,943 You are my friend. 1091 02:08:25,212 --> 02:08:27,442 I'm going to go look for you. 1092 02:08:34,554 --> 02:08:38,354 How can you leave me in a moment like this? I need you. 1093 02:08:39,426 --> 02:08:41,656 I need you. 1094 02:10:19,564 --> 02:10:21,532 I thought you would need to take you 1095 02:10:31,143 --> 02:10:33,237 Is everything okay? 1096 02:11:08,550 --> 02:11:10,677 Hello, Henry. 1097 02:11:18,859 --> 02:11:21,420 Give me your hand. 1098 02:11:32,841 --> 02:11:35,332 That morning I cried. 1099 02:11:37,413 --> 02:11:41,440 I cried because I loved the streets that kept me away from Henry... 1100 02:11:41,517 --> 02:11:43,542 and they would take me back to him. 1101 02:11:45,622 --> 02:11:50,490 I cried because the process by which I had become a woman... 1102 02:11:50,559 --> 02:11:51,992 It was painful. 1103 02:11:53,897 --> 02:11:55,956 I cried because from now on... 1104 02:11:56,032 --> 02:11:58,023 I would cry less. 1105 02:12:00,337 --> 02:12:03,000 I cried because I had lost my pain... 1106 02:12:03,074 --> 02:12:05,837 and I still wasn't used to it to his absence. 1107 02:12:28,634 --> 02:12:31,569 Ana�s Nin decided that her story It will be counted after death... 1108 02:12:31,637 --> 02:12:33,572 of the last survivor... Hugo. 1109 02:12:33,640 --> 02:12:36,074 Hugo became a filmmaker. 1110 02:12:36,142 --> 02:12:38,574 His short films are in the museum of Modern Art in New York. 1111 02:12:38,643 --> 02:12:41,077 With the help of Ana�s Nin, Tropic of Cancer... 1112 02:12:41,145 --> 02:12:43,580 It was published in 1934. 1113 02:12:43,649 --> 02:12:46,083 It was banned in all countries English speaking for 27 years. 1114 02:12:46,151 --> 02:12:48,585 Ana�s Nin and Henry Miller were friends for the rest of their lives. 1115 02:12:48,654 --> 02:12:51,089 They both wrote many books about June. 1116 02:12:51,157 --> 02:12:54,023 June became as a social worker in Queens. 1117 02:16:00,022 --> 02:16:03,958 Translation and Subtitles by Captions, Inc. Los Angeles